We are all humans after all


I never actually talk about my army life ever since I entered unit simply because, first, there is nothing good or worth to tell, second is I don’t wanna accidentally spill any restricted secret out and get myself into unnecessary trouble. Trust me, it doesn’t worth a hydrogen atom. But this week, I see a lot. Really a lot. I see how good people work with good people, I see how good people work with bad people, I see how bad people who doesn’t work and only know how to cause trouble. People tell lies, but bad people are those who tell lies unnecessarily and put blame on the good people. This sort of people can be found everywhere. I myself cannot stand liars. I realized that when I discover all the people I dislike are all fakers and good “actors”. Talking bad stuff behind people’s back is really not my kind of thing and before that, I thought that this entry is going to be one for me to vent my anger on this idiot in camp and let it all out. This is until when I reached home and then, magically, all the frustrations went away and understand that we are all humans after all. Maybe that’s why I always wanna go nowhere, but to return home to my family. Family is still the best.


That I Would Be Good
by Alanis Morissette / sun yanzi

That I would be good even if I did nothing
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds
That I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That I would be great if I was no longer queen
That I would be grand if I was not all knowing
That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy
That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you