There's always times like this,
when I feel the need to escape,
when life is a bully I can't beat,
when I'm so afraid of losing.
Losing my self esteem,
losing the hope to dream,
losing the touch of reality,
losing the ability to compete.
There's always times like this,
when I am caught in between.
I don't want to be a victim,
nor I want to hurt anybody.
I just need to be with myself,
calm down and sort things out.
You can't help me,
so don't try to find out.
