Saturday, November 26, 2005

Some stuff I wrote when I was in Australia, RockHampton.


To my greatest grandpa,


I know you are happy,
I see you smiling in my dreams.
I’m sorry,
Your love is so taken for granted when you were alive.
I hope you are with me,
Not the things you left behind.
I miss you so badly,
Words can’t even describe.
Sweet memories I will keep,
Till I meet you in my second life.


Idiot / fuc*ker


I hate when people are so practical.
They smile at you
Only when they need a favour.
And throw you one side
When you are not needed any further.
Indeed, it makes you feel like an idiot.
Trying to wonder, “is it worth taking the trouble?”
In the end, it’s up to each individual
To be an idiot or a fuc*ker.



Making Love


At 20,
I love you,
To let you take my breath,
Make you sweat,
Kiss your ass.

At 30,
I love you,
To let you in my body,
Taste your honey,
Bear your baby.

At 40,
I love you.
I lied,
Fake my orgasm,
Let you rest.


I need money.
Any kind soul to help me?
Get me a job that’s easy,
And not time consuming.
Considering the fact that I’m still in the army.
I’m not choosy,
But for god’s sake,
Stop telling me to go changi,
To sell my ass and body.
I’m not that cheap to start with.
Seriously, I need money.
Can you hire me?


Look at me,
That’s only so much you can see.
Don’t judge me,
You don’t even know me.
Let me be,
Like you care if I were happy.
Set me free,You know you don’t need me.
To all my friends, I’m back
Thanks for all the concern you have had
I’m still good so don’t be scared.
Now all I need is a short little nap.