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Chapter 8 现在

“小宇， 你的钱包。。。”

你这是在干嘛?
你这是在给我难堪?
你这是在给我希望?
你这是在给我伤害?

现在的我该做什么?
现在的我该说什么?
现在的我想做什么?
现在的我想说什么?

想知道这一年你都在哪儿?
想知道为什么你又出现在这儿?
想知道现在的你过得好吗?
想知道你有想过我吗?

To be continued...

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Chapter 7 等待

“STARBUCKS 都快打烊了，
静凯怎么还不回来。。。?
那位叫小宇的又是什么人?
怎么好像有听‘静’ 提起过。。。”

虽然也没认识多久，
但总觉得‘静’很难亲近。
很少会出现兴奋的表情，
更不会主动表达自己的心情。

可是他又是那么的善解人意，
不用说，一个眼神，他就了解你。
和他相处时，上一秒觉得好安全，
下一秒，一点安全感也没有。

就像现在，
等待是矛盾的，
等待是有疑问的，
等待是有希望的，
等待是有失望的。

TO BE CONTINUED。。。

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Chapter 6 直觉

寂寞还没先开口，
直觉马上对我说，
“要是他没追上来再说。。。”
寂寞的心想，
“你果然想他追上来。”

一个头也不回，我跑；
一个只凭直觉，我跑；
一个没目的地，我跑；
一个汗流浃背，我跑。

就这样跑，直到那熟悉的巴士站，
才发现没钱搭巴士，
直觉，我恨你。
直到你再次出现，
直觉，我爱你。

TO BE CONTINUED。。。

There u go

When you are finding love, what exactly are you looking for? Attention/The need to feel wanted/A replacement/A sweet escape to fantasy island/Someone cute to look at/Sex

When you... (22 April 1978)

When you remind me of everything about me,

When you are all that i breathe in,

When you look at me, i found peace.

Now tell me,

how am I suppose to watch you leave?

心。死

其实已经不痛了，

甚至已经不想了，

于是已经不求了，

终于已经不用了。

(阿彌陀佛)

Sing. Be yourself

Stay where your heart says the truth,

Paint the world with colours which define you,

Love who you are and the things that lead you to,

Dream when reality is giving you the woes,

Sing like no one else is in the room.

领悟

往往都会听到别人说别人的故事。
虽然故事里的主角我都不认识，
但故事的转折起伏却又那么似曾相识。
一不小心，脑子就会浮起相同的画面跟台词。

” 我要的，他给不了。
她能给的，我不要。
现在的，看不到。
失去的，忘不了。“

这一刻的你情我愿，
换来下一秒的背叛与欺骗。
一样的高潮和再见，
唯独主角一直在变。

The last lecture

Here I sit, looking around the LT,
It seems exactly like the one 4 years before.
Same clock, same faces, same coffee stains on the floor,
And the same professor who is talking on and on.

I think about the many times I have to drag myself out of bed for these,
The many times I turned up late for these,
The many times I didn’t understand what the professors were saying,
Suddenly, they all don’t matter anymore.

Finally the professor stopped and left,
His last words for us was, “seeya in the exam hall.”
In the midst of it laid the cheering and maybe more,
after all, unlike any other lecture, it’s the last lecture after all.

I asked myself, “what do I miss the most throughout this four years?”
Perhaps it’s the morning lectures which I intentionally skipped the most…

Lie to me

Come sing with me,
say "forever, you will stay with me",
cos that's what I will believe in,
even though they are just cheeky lyrics.

Come dance with me,
show me your body language,
cos that's when talking is cheap,
even though you are just lost in the music.

Come lie with me,
after all the singing and dancing,
cos that's when I can hear you breathe,
even though it's somebody else you might be thinking.

流星与我

昨晚我哭了，不小心让流星看见。
它停下来了，问我想许什么心愿。
我摇了摇头说，“算了，‘相信’ 已经不在我字典，
他不爱我了，也就没有什么你可以改变。”

没想到这流星比我还固执，
相信它经过的地方比我多，
听过的声音比我多，
硬是直呼不管怎样，它一定会有法子。

原来流星也出现在白天，
只是人们都看不见。
那时它们忙着完成昨晚人们向它们许下的心愿。
它们不要求什么，只是希望人们永远怀有着信念。
这就是它们生存的来源。

听完，我闭上眼睛，许了。
许完，我睁开眼睛，它不见了。

2010 (心理准备 is too overrated)

I went partying last night,
I was feeling damn high all night.
In there, I thought I could have died,
But I didn’t and now, after a hangover, I feel so alive.

To be prepared, to face challenges,
To make changes, to be heard,
To help others, to stay grounded,
To answer questions, to be honest.

Where’s the plan?
What’s the word?
When’s the breakeven?
Why’s the problem?

Are you with me, do you see me?
Are you like me, do you agree?