3 weeks,
21 days,
504 hrs,
30240 min,
1814400s
Yes, it’s ex Wallaby
Yes, it’s in Australia
Yes, it’s oversea
Yes, it sounds fun to you…
But, No, at least not for me
For god sake,
No TV,
No favorite music,
No Internet,
No favorite food,
No air-con,
No bed,
No cinema,
No family…etc and the list go on n on n on n…



Supposedly I am anticipating for the trip. Really, I meant, it’s my 2nd time riding on a plane (SIA some more), and it’s Australia. I wanted to go there since young, only because that’s the only foreign country my primary school English teachers used to mention. No, not US, not German or Italy, but that’s really beside the point. The point is, everybody’s first response to my trip is “wooh, Australia, must be fun. Army is so good to you, must bring me gifts.” I understand that they meant well but they forgot that I am not there for holiday. I have to tell them the real deal for being there and all the Nos and it begins to make me feel sian. I hope it’s not that bad. Taiwan trip was fun. Anyway, since it’s just tomorrow, let’s just pray that everything goes smoothly and we all come back in one piece on 251105. I wanna come back a better person, with no regret and hard feelings with anybody. I mean, I still love the country. World peace. Read today’s paper….why can’t we looking forward to our festivals and celebrate them just like before? What’s wrong with the terrorists? Don’t they have families too? “Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know” quoted from the book [The five people you meet in heaven]

Say no more, my heart can’t break further.


I know you need a lover, not a partner.


It’s time for us to part,


Goodbye my angel, my dearest sweetheart.


It kills me to think of words to say.


No word can describe the love we shared.


First kiss, first tear, first Christmas,


All memories in my head, still so clear.


Time, I need a break.


Seriously,


Wake me up when November ends.

Looking at these photos, i realised,
Life is not as cold as i was being told.
Memories unfolded, no, they can't be sold.
But as i looked around me, i can't help but asked,
where did everybody go?

In life, we all have different goals-
Some we accomplished,
some we forgone.
But, wherever you go,
please let me know.
I may not follow, but at least,
I can answer to the moon
when he asks me so....

Chemistry ME


I'm, not yet, a man,
without any fashion sense.
Just doing the best that I can,
so thank you for being such a fan.


So this is life,
I like you but you don't like[me]
I do stupid things
and hope that you will change your mind.
Still there's something that is missing,
maybe it's what we called CHEMISTRY.


Our mother EARTH is angry,
and she's not afraid of showing it.
What message is she sending?
When are we going to get it?

I know


I know I’m not smart,
That’s why I got to work double hard.
Not to get what I want,
But what I deserve at least.
I know we don’t always
Get what we want in life.
I know it’s not something we like,
But I know it’s something we can’t rectify.
It’s like you want to sleep,
You switch off the light.
But he switches it on,
Just because he’s inside.
I know I should look at the bright side,
At least he is not making any noise.