Faces I see everyday,
People I work with everyday,
Not always the ones I like everyday,
Not always work the way I like everyday.
It sucks but so is life anyway.
And somehow it’s the only way.
To handle things which are not child’s play.
Some idiots come and go along the way
“At least it’s not happening everyday…” I pray.

Whatever I do, I don’t have to answer to you
You fuckin' piece of shit.
You are the slacking, not-doing-anything ass-pipe
You don’t deserve the right to comment on people not working
You are stupid enough to suck in all the crap you think is right
You thought you are so cool now, not doing anything.
I’m telling you, I don’t give a shit about you,
So u better leave me alone, you pig-ass-big-head-cow-dung.



Finally, i let it out.
Two more months...

We are all humans after all


I never actually talk about my army life ever since I entered unit simply because, first, there is nothing good or worth to tell, second is I don’t wanna accidentally spill any restricted secret out and get myself into unnecessary trouble. Trust me, it doesn’t worth a hydrogen atom. But this week, I see a lot. Really a lot. I see how good people work with good people, I see how good people work with bad people, I see how bad people who doesn’t work and only know how to cause trouble. People tell lies, but bad people are those who tell lies unnecessarily and put blame on the good people. This sort of people can be found everywhere. I myself cannot stand liars. I realized that when I discover all the people I dislike are all fakers and good “actors”. Talking bad stuff behind people’s back is really not my kind of thing and before that, I thought that this entry is going to be one for me to vent my anger on this idiot in camp and let it all out. This is until when I reached home and then, magically, all the frustrations went away and understand that we are all humans after all. Maybe that’s why I always wanna go nowhere, but to return home to my family. Family is still the best.


That I Would Be Good
by Alanis Morissette / sun yanzi

That I would be good even if I did nothing
That I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
That I would be good if I got and stayed sick
That I would be good even if I gained ten pounds
That I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
That I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
That I would be great if I was no longer queen
That I would be grand if I was not all knowing
That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy
That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good
Whether with or without you

Goo Goo Dolls Feat Avril Lavigne - Iris (Live VH1 Fashion Ro

2006, I don’t know why.
If u carry on to be like that,
I’m starting to miss 2005.
All the anticipation and things like that,
Never goes accordingly as planned.
And I still wanna believe in you,
Only because that’s the only thing I can do.
Believing that things will somehow get better,
Believing that people will treat each other better.
Believing that the world will fail us never.
Believing that life is now or never.
Believing is all that I can do……

This is life
Just like we need food to stay alive,
Human’s needs are never satisfied.
Haven’t learnt to walk; yet they want to fly.
Never settle with simple; they always want it better.
Until it’s over; before they thought of the word “treasure”.
God, I just pray I don’t die being a sinner.
I promise I will be better this year…