It's not always the good guys who win
in this society we are living in
it's a challenge of moral and wits
cant trust a person till the last minute.

WU JIAN DAO aka INTERNAL AFFAIRS

Life is so fragile and weak
dont think death is easy to cheat
a new life is what you need
that's what i learnt from the movie.


I just finished watching "final destination 2". It was an intense 90 min and i must say, that's my kind of movie. Speaking of movie, Star war was ok and easier to understand than what i was expecting, but still not sure why people are so in love with it. It's still once in a lifetime that one can watch a movie in the same cinema together with the battlion. I guessed i can let it go for once.

I'm a good guy,
but i'm not that nice.
There are some excuses i don't buy,
don't think i don't know wat you are trying to hide.


You think you can try
to play innocent and be kind.
But i can see through your eyes,
your lies and your reasons why.
For you i will not sympathize,
i will rather you go and die.


I hate the army,
with all the pushing around of duties,
you are still forced to watch movies
you are not interested in.

I really miss the times when i asked money from my mom for stuff...it's always challenging but rewarding. Now that i'm using just the allowance i got from national service, i realised that it's harder for me to get money out from my pocket compared to my mom's last time. Reason 1. My mom constantly reminds me that she has no money for me to study uni and i have to use the money i can get within the army days. Reason 2. Now i really know what "blood-sweat-money" is and i really dont wanna spent money on extra stuff other than food. Reason 3. The things that are selling now are just much more expensive than before, especially the stuff that i want. God, i just hope money can drop from heaven, but not to anywhere else other than my pocket.


I have been listening to alot of cds these few days. Surprising, i kindof like JOLin's ablum this time round. There's a lot of upbeat songs which are done quite well. Still i like FIR and natalie imbruglia ablums more. Hooked to shiver by natalie imbruglia now. Just like songs that i can relate to more.


Long weekend is going to be over, and it's back to camp again. Not complaining just because May is going and June is coming...See u soon, July!!!

It's going to be tough.
no SWeet talking,
No Expensive gift,
not Out going,
not iNteresTinG,
Not romantic,
not even funny...
But also,
no smoking,
no drinking,
no flirting,
no cheating,
no bitching,
no snoring ?!?
Would you still come with me?


BoRn To DiE
Not TO cRY
Do oR DIe
NevER HAiz....


Easier said than done

Sometimes there's no use to try so hard,
Sometimes there's no need for the rush.
Sometimes it's much more simpler than what you think,
Sometimes you just got to believe it.
Sometimes it's easier when you fall,
Sometimes you will get more.
Sometimes you don't know when is sometimes,
Sometimes it's all the time.
Sometimes....

COme and go
Be it so
Dont let go
Things yoU Know


It's hard to do
everything right
when nobody is there
by your side.


TAKE ME AWAY
to NOBODY'S HOME
Just you n me
that's MY HAPPY ENDING
DON'T TELL ME HE WASN'T
WHO KNOWS, maybe we are good TOGETHER
You dont know HOW DOES IT FEEL
to FREAK OUT, FALL TO PIECES
or be FORGOTTEN
I cant afford to let it
SLIPPED AWAY again.

I was sitting beside a stranger,
in a crowded hawker center.
She asked me :"what food i ordered?"
I asked her:"why u bothered?"
Then my mee pok came,
and her boyfriend came.
She laughed at my mee pok thinking
"you dont wanna tell me but i still know."
i laughed at her boyfriend thinking
"your boyfriend really look like mee pok."